Friday, June 13, 2008


zouked yesterday, and drama tagged along.
sheryl seah smashed elf.
it just reminds me of 4years ago.

madmonks and all that silly fights.


i have always been peace loving.
i mean, i have my temper which i always try to keep it in check
at least that is till anyone tries to be funny.
no one has attempted to so far in a long time.
they know it would not get them anywhere.

but this time round elf asked for it.
she chose to step on the wrong tail,
i guess she has learnt her lesson.

be smart kid.


mused
3:02 PM

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008


late night alumni, sunrise comes too soon.



Sunrise following our goodbyes
Following the night like you.. disappeared too soon.
But it stays.. hear it in the morning waves,
Spinning from the night with you; underneath the half moon.
Close my eyes and you'll still be here with me
Close my eyes.. the sunrise comes too soon.
So I lay, lounging though an endless day;
dreaming of tonight with you and everything we'll do.
Its just time from mundane to the sublime,
from waiting for tonight with you underneath the half moon.
Close my eyes and you'll still be here with me
Close my eyes...
well I might come over
just to tide me over,
cause the waiting might kill me If I don't come over.
Why does time move slowly
when I'm not with you,
and the sunrise comes too soon...


mused
6:06 AM

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Thursday, May 08, 2008


yesterday was pretty dramatic, went down to zouk with aud and jac as we were supposed to celebrate kris's birthday. but our night almost got ruined thankfully candice and claire saved the day. i'm really glad i invited them earlier to join us. i don't know why, but i have always felt very at ease and happy with them, it's like i can be myself, go wild and have fun yet i do not have to worry about anything.

i love honesty and sincerity and i get it when i'm with them.
i can just fuck the world and be myself..

i have never had such fun in a long time,
i can't remember when was the last time i had more fun clubbing than yesterday.
everything was just so special :)


mused
3:05 PM

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008


wordpress, private entries are necessary.
kris, be honoured. you are the only one with access :D


mused
9:27 AM

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talked to k yesterday, she asked me to make up my mind but i told her it was really hard.
i cannot just pick and choose just like that, this is not a game of monpoly, it is matters of the heart. she said that i do not even communicate with 9 anymore, on the other hand you do with 3. she said that i might just realised that 9 has already changed and is not the same person whom you knew years back, i do not deny this very fact. but i feel antagonised.

feel decieved by myself, the lies i fed myself has manifested into a heap of mess.
unconvinced.
uncertain.
uncanny de ja vu

want to break away, but i still find it really hard to just wipe out everything.


do you even understand that this is just as hard for me as it ever was for you?


feel for 3, but when i think of 9 my mind just draws a blank..


mused
9:10 AM

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the eyes are upon her,
the heart is on you,
tell me what am i supposed to do.


mused
9:07 AM

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Sunday, April 27, 2008


and i miss you.


mused
5:29 PM

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Monday, April 21, 2008


insomnia yesterday again, i thought of you.
as i lied in bed eyes wide opened, staring as the clock as seconds-minutes-hours passed by.
as i grabbed a can of vanilla latte from the fridge,
as i read the papers,
as i stared at the com,
as i did my printmaking...






are you finally opening up to me?


please tell me you are.


mused
8:05 PM

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Thursday, April 10, 2008


i miss a certain holed up squirrel,
i miss the smell of lying next to you,
i miss the eyes that electrocutes.
i miss you like the desert miss the rain.


mused
5:11 PM

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it's been such a long while since i last updated here..
let's recap, i signed up for california fitness gym membership with audrey
and i have been working o ut on a regular basis.

im working at a new place that at least spares a thought for their employees welfare.

smoky turned six last tuesday :) my lovely dog.

last thursday i bumped into someones' friend, and she said pretty intriguing stuff.
apparently i still like her, was what her friend told me and that was divulged by the certain someone.



how interesting.


but even metal corrodes, it just takes a longer time.
the naked eye would be foolish to assume the chemical reaction have not already started its process.


mused
4:59 PM

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